Ke$ha Does Shots, Shares Penis Dreams, Gives Haters The Finger In Her ‘Ke$ha: My Crazy Beautiful Life’ MTV Trailer (VIDEO)

Ke$ha will appear in a documentary on MTV.

Catch a glimpse of Ke$ha’s “Crazy Beautiful Life” in her docu-series trailer.

We had an awesome (if slightly weird) time guessing what kind of things Ke$ha‘s upcoming docu-series, “Ke$ha: My Crazy Beautiful Life,” would show, but we had NO IDEA just how crazy and beautiful ish would actually get before viewing the series’ first official trailer. That’s right, Ke$ha’s “Crazy Beautiful” trailer is here! And sure, we’re already used to watching our girl get raunchy onstage AND share shocking sound bites, but her docu-series holds nothing back: Ke$ha gets totally vulnerable, cries, pukes, and gives us the most real look at her life — and search for love — offstage.

Watch the “Ke$ha: My Crazy Beautiful Life” trailer after the jump.

Shot by her brother, Lagan Sebert, “My Crazy Beautiful Life” covers two years of Ke$ha’s career — and because it’s Ke$ha, there’s basically nothing she’s NOT doing: She’s performing, freaking out about performing, giving h8ters the finger, doing shots and cartwheels, sharing penis dreams, and describing her ideal bearded boyfriend. (Now there’s a Craigslist ad we’d like to see — “International Pop Star Seeks Bearded Boyfriend, Preferably OK With The Occasional Supernatural Tryst.”) Oh, and as if this week weren’t already Ke$ha’s best ever, we just found out that she’s scheduled to perform at Logo’s NewNowNext Awards 2013, airing this Monday, April 15, at 10 p.m. ET! Does it ever STOP? No, it does not. And we wouldn’t have it any other way.

Catch the debut of “Ke$ha: My Crazy Beautiful Life” on Tuesday, April 23, at 11 p.m. ET on MTV!

+ Watch the “Ke$ha: My Crazy Beautiful Life” trailer.

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